I'm sitting here at my desk waiting for my hubby to come in and start my discipline session. I copped an attitude with him earlier while he was on a phone call and he gave me the look and pointed to the bedroom. I knew instantly what he meant. But just to be sure I did, he pressed mute on his call and holllered, "go bare your bottom right now and wait for me," and pointed to our room.
I'm nervous. He's been edgy all morning and I know he's angry at my attitude. I don't know why I act that way. I don't know why I get disrespectful. Do I want to be punished? Or some level deep down is it my way of getting his attention? I don't think it is, but I don't know. I don't want a punishment spanking because it hurts and I know he's probably going to use his belt and that hurts a lot.
Here he comes.